Pushing the river

Pushing the flowing river

Severely burnt, severely crushed
I stand here with nothing to earn
loosely tied, perpetually disfigured
I stand here mentally opaqued

Lonliness, I say is a blessing to me
but bane to many who detest it
living life is a burden to me
and that is how I wanted it to be..........

Rendezvous problem

Rendezvous problem

''Two young people have a date in a park they have never been to before. Arriving separately in the park, they are both surprised to discover that it is a huge area and consequently they cannot find one another. In this situation each person has to choose between waiting in a fixed place in the hope that the other will find them, or else starting to look for the other in the hope that they have chosen to wait somewhere.

If they both choose to wait, of course, they will never meet. If they both choose to walk there are chances that they meet and chances that they do not. If one chooses to wait and the other chooses to walk, then there is a theoretical certainty that they will meet eventually; in practice, though, they would need an infinite amount of time for it to be guaranteed. ''

Now the question is...... should I walk or juz wait...........

The African Lesson

"The African Lesson"

"Every morning in Africa, a deer wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the fastest lion or it will be killed.........,
Every morning a lion wakes up. It knows it must run faster than the slowest deer or it will starve to death.......,
It doesn't matter whether you are a lion or a deer....when the sun comes up, you'd better be running...........!!!"

For the past quarter of a dozen years, I have been running slower than the slowest deer...... Its high time to sharpen my faculties and exhort for an ultimate renaissance..... rise like a phoenix from the ashes of desolation....!!!!

My pyre is already decorated....... decorated with insane manifestations of imbecile beings.... whose strategies and approach seems harebrained and cretinous....!!!!

Its time for a dash....a final sprint towards the long forgotten goals...... a lam from the imbroglio and pandemonium....... and the much wanted inspiration imbibed from "The African Lesson"!!!!!!

The handicapped turtle.........

The handicapped turtle.........

Everyday I wake up to realize tht nothing is the same..everything seems to be a lot different... I wonder what is in store for me each day..!!!

I wake up to a blue light blinding my vision, I could hear some loud music vociferating in my ears as if an earphone is plugged in.... I try 2 remove it frm my ears but the effort was in vain and the music continued 2 flow endlessly.... I tried to close my ears but the music persisted .......a perpetual earphone was plugged in to my ears.....

I continued to search 4 things that will make me happy... though I realize tht there is nothing called ultimate happiness but only intermittent impulses of happiness!!!!

Sometimes I feel vulnerable....so vulnerable to desires, to passions, to emotions, to love and much more.... sometimes I feel so fragile, so delicate, so brittle... even the slightest vibration can damage my soul.... I wonder why I am putting on an unbreakable, hard and opaque cover all over me.. when i am so easily ramified and annihilated by even a gentle vibe... voluntary or involuntary..!!!!

This might be another masterpiece created by the Ultimate Hand.... who also gave forms to the turtle and the oyster....!!!!

And here He made a handicapped turtle........!!!!!!

The Bohemian Rhapsody....!

The Bohemian Rhapsody....!

I have realized that my words are obsolete...... my thoughts rusty....my emotions abstract.....and every thing about me is archaic.....

I decided to look at my life with a different perspective.... I looked in to the mirror to see what adorns it.....I felt as if I have turned blind.....I couldnt see anything.... not even a vague reflection....not even a silhouette.....just dark greyish smoke......thick suffocating smoke...........

I felt a pain in my back....I could feel the flow of hot blood....it was running down the back of my legs.... I looked down.... saw a pool of blood around me.....I turned around to get a glimpse of the friend who did it to me.....nobody was there....I looked again....this time more carefully.....through the smoke I could see familiar faces....happy faces.....faces of people whom I know.....my parents, my family, my friends, my acquaintances............

the rhapsody continues..........

The coveter....!!!!!!

You came in to my lush green garden
with infinite variety of seasons
the herbs and the child lawn
greeted you with smile so beloved.

My thoughts are still rusting
wondering what made you mine
can we ever pledge what knot-
the lawn and the dew drop sense.

Yonder, I say to my dear rose
in the far western horizon we meet
not this day, not tomorrow
at the end of this act so beautifully played.

A role so venomous I play
venomous to the holder and the beholder
treachery in all its vigour
would perish only with my last breath................!!!!!!!!

Cupids arrow

Cupid has struck me right in my heart
and my heart is no longer mine
oh my rabbit, you have conquered all my senses
and my senses longed to make you mine.

Her face, round as a lunar replica
her teeth shined like pure diamonds
her lips are like rose petals
and her silky hair danced in rhythm with the breeze................